and i have some “news” hahaha no one cares about me, and about my feelings but im telling anyway… i was looking at some old posts that i used to write on here and i realized that im so happier than i was… for the first time in months im feeling happy…of course im not totally happy… my moms not happy so im not so happy hhahaha im afraid of being happy because people say that when someone is too happy, its because something bad is going to happen and i cant handle more pain, i just want happiness, its my senior year, i want this year to be the best, and the next year as well, cause im going to college, i just want to be happy, thats all ):
had a dream that someone of my school had found my tumblr, i got so scared ahahaha i”ve been thinking about deleting it, cant even think about what i”d if someone found it… omg no aahahahahha
lately ive been noticing a lot of girls have awful self esteem and body image issues, i want to try an experiment. reblog this if you feel negatively about yourself in any way.
I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.